I have never loved Mondays. Always detested them. Today is no better one either. Its one of those days, when you get up and realize everything has changed around you. The world around you seems different. You can not be the person whom you always wanted to be. Not that you dont want to be that person, you just can’t. Its one of those times when even logic fails to conquer. When all you need to do is leave it to fate, as you did a long long time back, and hope things become normal. Not that you trust fate, as you still blame it for what happened then. But that is the only option you have got when actions fail to make an impact. Sometimes normality is not what you seek. You want craziness. You want surprises. You like to be in control of that. Yet, normality is all what you care about. Not for your own sake, for the world around you. Since you already know that nothing is going to be same, ever. The awkwardness might creep in, but you have to fight it. You have seen everything change through your eyes, yet you stare at it retrospectively. You got to carry that burden alone. You know this is the second and the last time you are leaving anything to fate. Because from now, you will decide your own. Or you already know your destiny. Its a long wait, but you have to be patient. You will not let go one more time, because something are too precious to let go. And this was one.
ps - It is said some lives are linked across time. There are certain people connected by an ancient calling that echoes through the ages - destiny.